Wednesday, July 13, 2011
My emotions went haywire again. Out of control.
Am I suppressing my feelings too much?
Wrong decisions and it's all too late.
Regrets again, for the umpteenth time.
What the hell am I thinking?
I really just want to get out of this tiresome stressful life and just play and have fun all day. I'm so sick and tired of dealing w those teacher's glares, like hello, I studied, stop glaring like its all out of luck. Just because ive always been lousy, doesn't mean I'm forever lousy.
There are times where I just wish I could be myself and express my feelings w/o caring about what others think.
Confidence.
I'll achieve it someday. Just a matter of time.
It's July. Almost eighteenth. Almost Alevels.
3 months. Jiayou.